Cik Ti...

Pagi-pagi lagi mama ajak pergi joging.Aku ngantuk giler.Aku wat tatau.Nuha + Alia' pergi. Tempat biasa la, Taman Tasik Cempaka. erm, aku? kalau dah bangun lambat, badan memang tak bersemangat.Aku gagahkan diri bangun,about 9.30 a.m... santapan pagi ini ialah roti canai.... Then, aktiviti gotong-royong pun bermula...urgh~ How dirty the store would be you think? sampaikan tulang-belulang ayam,ikan pun ada. Ada jin ke apa...wahaha~ Itulah kerje Cik Ti...kus! stink~ We made it in about 2 hours...
Banyak perkakas lama yang tak boleh nak diguna lagi kena dibuang...recycle is more better.

Ada 2 kenduri kahwin hari ni...satu kenduri rumah ustazah Rahimah. Mama suruh me + alia pergi sama...tapi, entah kenapa degil sangat.Semua tak mahu ikut.Mama agak marah + bengang. Dia malas nak jawap kalau org tanya.."mana yang lain? tak datang ke?" Kalau aku pun, aku serba salah dibuatnya.Tapi, memang selalunya kalau diajak pergi kenduri, memang macam ni la.Apa masalah pun aku tatau.heh~ One thing yang mengganggu fikiran aku dan membuat aku berfikir... kalau macam ini la sikap aku, tak suka pergi ke tempat keramaian, tak suka bergaul...a difficulty will come to me alast, in my future life.

All about...the PRidE~

We went out today.First of all...pergi Kotaraya. Target utama membeli vcd jpon.What the story... Have you heard 'Pride'? A brand new japan series drama in market.hehehe~ The hero must be 'TAKIM' [Takuya Kimura]. Untuk sesiapa yang japan series drama maniac or... Takuya Kimura big fan... I'm advising you to watch it!Don't miss it!Wahaha~ promote nih...Best giler~ 1-10/10 aku boleh bagi...U'll never regret it....[PRIDE] Talking about buying cds,japan's specifically...Nuha is the supporter.Kebanyakan cerita-cerita yang ada, dia punyala.Aku sentiasa kopak...mana mampu.hehehe~

Then, next place we went was The Book Fair at PWTC.... I dunno, I kinda excited...Apparently,kebanyakan buku seperti tidak berapa berkait dengan aku.I'm only interested on the novels [Alaf 21 Publ.] and IMPIANA magzine [Karangkraf Publ.]. Sempat aku grab 4 pieces of them... Suddenly while linger around there, somebody shouted my name..oh, Kak Sarah (my studiomate) rupanya. I saw her waring the tag.I see, she is incharged one of the stall..The boss of her friend's company...She is helping them.Good for her...thanx for 'Yassin' you gave. After a while there,we decided to go back...and suddenly,"Is that Ipang?" ...and, "Yeah,he is!". Huhuhu~ Ipang balik dr kerja (praktikal), hujan lebat dekat luar dia kata (Ipang naik motor)....kena tunggu hujan reda la ni?? Lebat giler hujan hari ni~ berjam-jam menunggu hujan reda.Singgah sembahyang asar kejap.Itu pun hujan belum betul-betul reda.Terpaksa jugala meredah hujan, sebab hari pun dah nak maghrib (Ayoh awal-awal lagi dah pesan balik sebelum maghrib)..tapi, apa nak buat...kerana keterpaksa bangat~

***We are the iceman...we have to win!win!win!win!...sting scorpion...go!
**11 is the number...but,9 is still the number-Satonaka Haru.

Time is running, people is changing

Well, what made me out of my mind..i don't know. Early morning[8.30 a.m] me + nuha + alia did some gardening outside of the house. It looks like since ever we don't even bother about our compound! very messy... mana tidaknya, ayoh sorang yg rajin berkebun.Kitorang yg perempuan ni nak harap keluar rumah jemur kain pun payah (terukkan?), lagi nak berkebun...hehe~ Ingat nak basuh kolam yang dah lama terbiar tu... but then, mamat-mamat Indon ulak yang menyebok (bile lar mamat-mamat Indon ni nak blah), amat mengganggu privacy... 'A house is where a privacy is'...but, it is not it here,around my house. So, we have done it at some other part that is unwell-cared...It is quite exciting activity i found. We were thinking of doing it again tomorrow and the task is to clean up the 'kolam ikan'.Perhaps, we'll keep doing it regularly...

Oh ya, I've fortunately forgot about the job that i mention yesterday.Syafa called me, and she sounds dissapointed with what she is going to tell me...the job is canceled. That ma'm, dia kata it's only one job is offered..and that's didn't really bother me.But, the thing is... the man whom have resigned for the job want his job back! What kind of people is that? Dia dah meletakkan pengahrapan pada Syafa, that she surely get the job... But then, she is only a hoper. She really want to work.Desperate of needing money....lame juga la aku bergayut dengan Syafa, kene sound dengan Nuha...haha~

sesi ber'tenet' dengan amru, dengarkan je la masalah + kesedihan yang dia alami this time.Isk, sian ko... Setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnye', setialah dengan pegangan ni... someday u'll find a better one....Aku tak pernah berada dalam 'dunia' tu, and i have no idea about it either...sorry!

A person...dah lama lost contact, and finally we're 'talk' again...i feel a little weird. Maybe, time made people change...or it is something else which i am paranoid...that i can't take the joke he make...kinda hurting me. I don't know~ But, i know... he probably didn't mean it at all. It's me who is thinking that way... hehe~ I am talking nonsense again...sorry.

I've been waiting for so long !

Hari ni pergi ke Pejabat Pendaftaran Kajang. Need to collect my k.p dat actually dah lama pun siap...Alia pulak baru nak buat.Nuha ikut...jadi driver! waiting and waiting and waiting.... it is the thing i hate most...almost 2 hour. But, i have use to it. Selalunya perkara 'menunggu' berlaku bukan kerana kehendak sendiri.. tetapi kebiasaannya it's due to other people...or any particular reason...dan dalam hal ni, ianya adalah kerana keterpaksaan bangat... and the law of nature now...hahaha~ memang adat ar... sape cepat dia dapat..dan untuk melancarkan urusan,wujudnya penggunaan angka giliran. While waiting, i received a massage from syafa. She is offering me a job! kerja kilang, Sony lagi...a good offer actually.Rm35 per day...kerja ikut hari.Berbaloi ar macam tu...ape pon try dulu. Aku memang tak pernah ada pengalaman bekerja.kire baguslah ni syafa ajak aku...kalau tak sampai bile aku nak merasa pengalaman bekerja ni...Tengah-tengah excited, suddenly i realize something.Nombor giliran aku...at first i thought dia sesaje skip number tuh(it happens masa tunggu giliran tangkap gambar), then aku dapat rasa yang nombor aku dah jauh terlepas...aku tak puas hati terus tanya dekat kaunter ambil nombor tadi.Dia malas nak layan, treus suruh aku ambil nombor baru.Arghh~ kenapa nasib aku selalu malang ar?? terpaksa tunggu giliran lain...nasib baik turn Alia pun lambat lagi... Gambar aku bughok giler nak mampos~ tau la muka tak lawa...tambah dengan tudung-pinjam-yang-senget-benget aku pakai... so it is, same to do with my matric card.ahaha~ Settle bab kad, aku turun pergi pejabat pos.Dengan yakinnya, aku nak perbaharui lesen driving [P] aku. Miss tu pulak kata tak boleh... kalau nak start lesen (dr lesen P ke lesen tetap) kene pergi sendiri kat JPJ.uih..JPJ pon aku tatau kat mane....kat mane ar?? so, aku terpaksa lupakan dulu hajat aku tu...

Aktiviti tunggu menunggu aku tadi selesai dalam pukul 12 tgh hari.Penat tau... sampai nak tertidur-tidur...macam-macam ragam manusia yang aku nampak.hehehe~

About the job, i had to confirm back. Syafa kata, puan tu akan kal dia malam ni, sebab kalau tak esok dah boleh start kerja...tapi, sampai la ni..tak kal-kal...macam tak jadi jer. Aku rasa tak sedap hati pasal hal ni...maybe aku risau + takut sangat...i'm thinking too much~

Van Helsing

Hari ini bermulanya plan untuk beronggeng sakan...kehkehkeh.Nak melepaskan segala tension yg bergumpalan dalam otak dan benak hati aku..adah lama dah plan ni, sebelum exam lagi ..nak tgok van helsing.Macam biasa..aku,ada,ana,ila,syud..syafa tak mau ikut, dia ada plan lain dengan azuana.nak gi mandi air terjun..erm, patutnye Lin dan fila nak ikut we all, tapi depa lambat...kitorang berangkat dulu ar jadinya..uih..memang mahsyuk ar cerita tuh..ganas!geli-geli pon ada gak..ahaha~ Ada dgn ila sebok bershopping..ooo Ada belikan dot..dot..dot utk syak yer~ =p Perut aku meragam...sakit siot~ lapar sangat kot...sampai pon dah malam, cafe pon dah nak tutup...sebbaik ada gak nasi yg masih tertinggal..dapat air free lagi =p

suggestnya esok nak buat trip ke sg. kancing...Siap berdiscussi di bilik kak zi...last-last tak jadi..keta auto takde, drebarnya tak mau bawak keta manual(akula tu) tambah-tambah dengan lesen yang dah mati...aku ingat diorang sesaja ajak aku pegi, tak tau pulak nak suh aku yang bawak..so,confirm tak jadi pegi.Azuana,Kak Zi,Syafa tuka plan nak gi jenjalan kat K.L.aku terasa malas bila mendengar mereka nak ke K.L disebabkan aku pon baru balik dr merewang-rewang..penat ar.Alih-alih aku balik rumah esok je la... waaa~ rindu nak balik rumah.dah sebulan aku tak jejak kaki ke rumah ni....hehehe. *Nak makan strawberi*

Exam...sucks!

Yeah, tell ya wut? aku dah abih peksa! Hari isnin, hari pertama dan terakhir untuk hari periksaan bagi aku.wah..feel really great now.A few days before,struggle menstudykan diri bagai nak rak..sampai sakit-sakit otak.Walaupun, dah settle dengan exam..still ada rasa bad feeling about the paper+day. Paper B.M pagi, aku tak cukup masa ada 3 soalan aku tinggal tak berjawab.Then, scnd paper is in the afternoon,the same thing were happen..i think most student were like that. Imagine you have been die for it, and things not going well like what we're expect for.Tambah-tambah, the circumstance was due to a mistaken.The venue for the examintion was changing..memanglah ada notis pasal pertukaran venue..tapi kenapa dia letak notis dekat satu tempat je.Was it student's or staff's fault?Kawasan tu banyak pintu la..don't expect student's will past only through that door..kan dah, tak pasal-pasal masuk exam lambat! Nak dijadikan cerita yang membuatkan aku bertambah bengang and mostly embrassed, aku masuk jer...terus bantai tempat duduk yang aku suka without compromising mine real seat..so,tak pasal-pasal kena halau dgn Spahic.Aku dah mula start tulis tau..malu..waaa~ ahaha, it was a reason to lose the consentration during the exam...i was thinking of how shame i am dat moment.Wut the heck? wut the hell i am thinking... it's final paper laa.But, i can't help it.. first question aku blank + blur...skiped...and the time given is not enough at all.erm, conclusionnyer i wasn't satisfied with wut i done...

Night...time to gamble! lepak makan-makan....buat tour lagi...kali ni aku,ada,ana and syud...syud hanya membonceng...not enough bycicle...syud bengang kat foreigners yg takde keje pi gelakkan kitorang yg membonceng dan dibonceng basikal (aku bonceng, syud dibonceng)Giler apa diorang!Gelak tak pepasal..salah ke berbasikal macam ni? ada masalah ke? Hm, tapi seronok ar,lepak + borak kat tangga besar admin building...disamping dapat melihat pemandangan malam dan langit yang tak berbintang...anyway,nice teeth both of the...Uganda?...er,who cares?

frustrated~

Hate this feeling~ my B.M presentation didn't go well. I've blew everything. I'm supposed to memorize everything. But i have made myself up to it... i'm eading the text. and that's wut cikgu have complained about it..i feel miserable then. keep thinking about it all the way hostel.. erm,i'm thinking about going home this week. But, time last minute nih la baru nak ada kelas ganti...isk. cuti panjang hari tu bukan aku balik pon. Tak jumpa Alia lagi..tahu² dia gi Time Square semalam ...cis!

Don't keep rememberng the past...think of the future will be...tambah² benda yang tak menggembirakan.Lagi tak best nak diingat...

**I've made a mistake that actually not really my fault... this is just my own personal feeling...my site, my rights... i'm not responsiblity for any heart feeling.