Thursday, March 25, 2010

I wish

Aku nak ini........ the whole set!!!!


G10/G11 Accessories, Adapter,Lens,Filter All Available


for my ,




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Perlu ke aku beli ????


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Update review

Oh, pagi td appointment review with Dr. Nazimi . Nak update sedikit ape yg dikatakan oleh itu dr. (bukan dari ye... Doktor), tapi yang wat review kali ni Dr. Hasni (bukan name sebenar) and that Dr. Nazimi jd bos,jus tengok dr jauh. cess~

"Maintain wearing the band string ye. Gigitan kiri dan kanan sudah agak ok. so, maintain sahaje up to our next appoinment k.. "

Tapi,

"If nak pakai band tu mlm je pon xpe, sbb mariam kena exercise mulut selalu... so that bukaan mulut tak terhad dan untuk membiasakan pergerakkan mulut..."

lepas tu Dr wat test numbness feel kat bahagian bibir dan ke bawah. Oh still numb!Supposedly, It will be healed but it takes time. it will goes slowly but progresively . Dr. cakap, it always take about 3-6 months for totally heal.. paling lambat pon 9 month. And if up till 9 month still x heal, might be permanently numb.. waaa~ aku dah start risau ni..

Tapi takpa, kami try bagi suplement utk mempercepatkan proses pemulihan terhadap nerves itu untuk mengembalikan deria rasa. Isk, aku tetap risau ni.. Doa - doala semua baik-baik belaka... Tolong aku Ya Tuhan~


Oh another thing, kak farah - the nurse sempat bertegur sapa dgn aku kejap. Dia cakap muka aku dah lain makin chantecks~ wakakaka (chanteqs la sgt kan...) lg tembam jd nye adala. Uh aku tak kesah sgt makin cantek ke tak...makin elok takpe =). And, as long as dpt memberikan kebaikan untuk diri aku di masa-masa mendatang... aku nak rasa nikmat gigitan sempurna. hehe. Dan kak farah told me, aku kena wat ic baru.... sbb muka mmg dah lain..Oh perlu yer kak??? uhuhu~

oh i'm wondering.. what ppl out there would think of the transformation.. friends, relatives, office mates, clients, and the list goes on...
will they recognize me?? ... mesti aku akan terima pelbagai soalan dan komen.Baik negative atau positf feedback.contohnye macam...

eh wan ke ni?? asal nampak lain?? what make over ke?? asal nk wat...??

...those sort of questions dan bermacam2 lagilah agaknya...hehe. Kalau sorg dua tanye x pe, kalo ramai, mesti jadi malas nak jawab.haha

oh aku semakin memikirkannya. I don't know what to expect anymore~

senang je ...expect nothing!

oh baik!!!!


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Dah bank in payment ke Mysholap dan Butik Noraz tadi. Tak sabar nk dpt delivery :) . aku makin addicted tengok stock-stock korean's fashion nie.Yang membuatkan dia best, sbb size2 baju ni semuanya fit to s and m size.. so, ngam ho~.isk2.....bahaya...bahaya!! Panggil polis!! (tetiber je)

Pen off for now, till then!

Monday, March 22, 2010

Alice~

I woke up early today, even last night i've slept quite late... soooo liat nak bangun ;( Yet, i need too!! Got another appointment with Dr. Asiah today at 10 a.m. Pg ni aku bangun...mulut + rahang + muka sudah kurang rasa berat dan ketidakselesaan yang biasa aku alami 3-5 hari after surgery.. tapi the numbness is still there. urgh~ rasa tebal +bengkak +chubby!! uhhs~~

.............Sebelum tu klik... klik... tgk gigi .....??

This is how my mouth shut... how i'm supposed to eat nor talk , neh??


This how my look on the 12nd day after surgery... the swollen is getting better and better...

Then at the hospital... a simple review by Dr. asiah :

1- Stay put with the band wearing though~

2- Brush ur teeth even cleaner.. (=p gagagaga..malunye dr. tegur~)
3- Practice + excercise mulut selalu... open ur mouth to the fullest! to get used to it.
4- we'll meet again soon on 29 April ....

5- Wednesday appoinment ...again, with dr. Nazimi

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On the way back... Terus teringat temujanjiku dgn izyan semalam. Msg cik izyan lah.
"yan dah bangun?' jap lagi i dtg amik u..." - aku

"dah bangun.hehe. kol brp u nk smpi ni??" - yan

'i on d way back from sepital. siap je. bila2 masa i smpi ! " - aku

"wah tunggu~ i x abis make up lagikkk!" - yan


Hehehe planning baik punye. Nak juga tgk Alice in wonderland..walaupun xdapat 3D di Alamanda, tapi ini shj harapan kami..


Alamanda on Monday is not like anydays else.. kalau weekend je. sah-sah parking on P2 full! merasa gak hari ni parking kat P2.. (wakaka macam batak jer ).Woah ~ kami dpt seat tgh second row dari atas.Layan habis Alice...seronot :) i loike the smiley cat and the twin fat tuh...(ape ek namenye ...tweedle...sape igt??)

Enjoy hari ni...dpt tgk Alice... and meet our miss izyan =)

Oh by the way.. a few rm melayang.. aku beli ubat mederma ni ( untuk kesan parut luka surgery. sikit je pun..hehe). X tau la bagus ke x. confius in between bio-oil atau mederma. which one is more effective?? Dulu penah try Bio-oil, tp mcm x berapa nak berkesan. Maybe, i'm not consistently using it every day. Katenye kena aply everu 3-4 times daily. Baru effective. But then i capai mederma utk percubaan sulung ku! let us wait n c!



Friday, March 19, 2010

Recovery Mode - Part 2

Meniti hari-hari di wad org sakit ni.... tersangattttttlah terasa ke'best'an nye.. Bosan tahap gaban!! ada tv... tapi entah tak terasa nk tgk. walopon tv tersebut terletak elok kat sblh katil dihadang dgn divider shj. Ape je aktiviti org sakit bole buat ye tak??? mkn... baring... tdo....tapi nak kata mkn, satu aktiviti yg agak fun?? tapi, aku tiada nikmat untuk itu buat masa ni! walaupun hati mau.....huhuu~

makanan ruji aku di hospital..bubur nasi! sume rase x lalu nk mkn. tp kene mkn gak utk tenaga!

Bahan bacaan? sampaikan suma magzs, bukus (books actly!), papers yg dibekalkan habis aku khatam...(yeker??...) Sampaikan terpaksa order lain suh family bwkn..hehe...

ini image paper tahun bila pon x sure

Buku ni ma yg bawak..aku layan jer




.... Tapi yela, adat org sakit perlukan rawatan cara baik ...supaya?? cepat la baik sakitnye......Kalo tak stay...lagi sakit jawabnnye. Inikan lagi br je semalam lepas operate dah bising nk balik?? huhuhu... aku harung juga nak tak nak, tapi terpaksa. Satu hari, 4 kali nurse cucuk suction ubat-ubatan kat aku.. Satu hari juga , bebiji-biji pain killer aku telan... dan 2 kali sehari sahaje ubat kumur aku diberi (agaknye ubat tu teramat mahal kot, nak banding ubat lain?) ... aku tak larat dh nk sedut ubat2an.. tu sume wat aku lemah dan x bertenaga...mcm org isap dadah... lalok memanjang~ oh tidak , adakah aku bakal digelar penagih..?? hahaha... steroidus betul!


....Pengalaman malam di wad pn agak trauma. Biasanya mlm at 10, lampu dah padam iaitu sejurus selepas nurse pergi katil ke katil untuk bg ktorg dadah. so nak tak nak terpaksa tidur awal. Dan boleh dikatakan setiap malam aku akan terjaga jam 3 lebih...haaa...

jeng...

jeng...

jeng....


apekah maksudnye itu...?? huhu.... pikir lain la tu.... =p i knowla, u ols mesti pikir tntg en. hantu kan...?? hahaha salah!! aku terjga kerana jeritan seseorg..... yg bertitle patient la. makdusnye, patient tu jerit terlolong kesakitan.. bukan sbb bnda bukan2 ni..hish. takde maknenya aku nk wat citer hantu thriller kat sini. Tapi betulla... trauma dgr bdak kecik lak tu...teriak telolong nangis sbbb sakit.! rase kesian ade... runsing pn ada...yela...semua nk tdo meh~ tolong la dr. tutup pintu tu kalo dah tau mcm tu jdnye...So, mmg setiap mlm tdo x lena :(



Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Recovery Mode - Part 1

I was finally been discharged on Sunday!! yeay! to me~
Melangkah keluar daripada building itu... dipancari sinar perit mentari..... and i got uneasy....
Seperti deria bau makin sensitif...


Recover mode begin .. elastic mouth-shut, no solid food, only liquid, yet, feels like craving for more good foods! 




Numb.
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Bleeds...
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Relieve...
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Bored...
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Sigh =)